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Its our 2oth month. Didn`t get to do anything special as I was on duty, 2-8pm. I was suppose to be off cos i requested it bu I had to work for Catherine, who worked for me last Sunday. I was supposed to work a 12-hr shift last Sunday but i rang in sick last Sat mornin an Grainne(head nurse) told me to jus get a lie & work in the afternoon instead. Aww, I luv em, they take gud care o me and they treat me as a baby, all spoiled and all! =) yay.
So yeh, about today, its our 2oth month together, WOW! haha. I never got a lad to last this long. Tink me lovey-potion worked on him, atlast. hahaha! =D & he jus went to me house, took me out for lunch, got me after 8`s, tofeefee ) and my dinner for work! he sed, ” i told ya I`m not useless” and he`s not. haha! ah nom i luv em to death! thanks babe, i luv ye LOADS! i rly do. i wun get all mush and stuff, cos yr off limits me blog newi. LOL! =]
so yeh, i luv STEPHEN, no one else. hear that babe, no PAUL, no DEREK no more! ) jus you!! promise. luv ye xxx
Happy 20th and manyy moreee! if yr not sick o me yet )
I wan MOVE,M-O-V-E,MOVE OUT of our house! haha.
Ok, I dun wan sound too angry, but I think I will anyway so wahtevs! :p
Here’s why:
I was out with S in town, and wen I got home, my MA thought she wud ask me sum random stupid ques!
She sed sumtin like, ” are ye sure about Stephen already?“
and I was like “waht?“
Mam: “like are ye sure, he`s the one?”
Me: “no, how am I suppose to know?”
Mam: “ok dun get preg wit him cos yis mite not stay 4evr or sumtin like that”
i didn`t answer er back and jus walked away. I was fREAKIN maddd! How in earth ar we to kno whether we`re stayin with that “someone” for gud or not? unless we try? agh. No one is ever certain whether ppl stay 2geda 4ver?? do we! she dusn even kno tha herself. She told me not to spend so much time with him jus in case we break up, or don give it all, WTF!!! I dun even know wat to explain or say. there wer o much in me head but it jus to much to even expose al of it in public yeno.
Another Instance!!
Stephen and his family wanted me to spend the night with them in Clonmel, Tipperary. That`s quite faraway now, bout 3 hrs drive away from me house? Dunno rly. Nehu, I was invited cos it`s Popeye`s [Stephen Granda`s] 1st year Death Anniversary. And my KILL-JOY parents wont allow me.They said, they “TRUST” me but they dun trust Stephen. Ok lammmmest excuse Iv ever heard! What`s that suppose to mean? They sed I mite get pregnant & stuff like that. If we rely wanna av sex then we wudve, we av all the choices, chances and time we av, no matter waht they say, no matter how hard they try to stop us. It`s not like we`re rly gon listen to em for real? For FUCKSAKE! we`re teenagers, the more ya stop us, the more we do the things we`re not allowed and suppose to do rite? We tend to REBEL, dun we? I tink we do newi. Ok wel I`m not a teenager but like we`re ony 20. They av once been in the same position, I dun wan end up bein like me ma. She was kinda old, like in mid 30`s when she got married and preg, I told em I kinda wan start me own fam bout 25`s or so, if time allows or sud i say if tings go rite, fingers cross! xD If not, then ahwel. haha! ( tat`s guna suck tho!) And waht I dun understand is I`m not allowed jus in case i get preg, god, it`s not like we`re guna do stuffs in front o his family? we`ll need more privacy than tat, hahaha! ony messin. Like the whole clan`s guna be there, dun think it`s the best idea to be honest, we`ll avta leave it to rest for that nite! haha.
Like, Susan, Ste`s sister, who is younger than me, is allowed to go out wenver she wants. If i avta go out I gun avtaask PERMISSION. yup, ya heard it rite, permission, it is! Aarrrgh. Wel not wehn town, but like if its nite out or stayin out late and all that. sucks!! She, I meant, evryone else av more freedom than I do. and like if i go out today, 2mo that means i avta stay at home the next day or so? Sumtin like tat!!
Stephen says (Imagine that, he even understand em, I dun) tat they`re jus mad protective parents but I tink, it`s selfishness, not being “protective” 
I Won’t and i mean WON`T stop askin em, til they say YES! hahah :p
Help Everyone haha!
HELP! LOL.
ps. I know I sed i post sum pics, but it`s takin me so lon agen to post it. Damn wp! it`s so slow!:(
pps. dun take me wrong i LOVE, LOVE my fam, esp me parents but sumtimes, they`re too much to handle. haha!
haha!my title says it all. I have the post but i cudn upload it yet. and so are the pics. I`m not even busy. I had three days off and today, I rang in sick, me and my lazy bumm i know. It`s not a gud ting! LOL. I guess im jus takin tings slowly & I`ve been aven DUVET days! haha. lazyARSE!!
Il bebbaksoon, hopefuly monday if i dun sleep in! :p
:Yeh, all I’ve been doin is postin up sum random stuffs in me blog. BORING!! ZZZZ, hehe! So, now I’m back & lemme update yis all! =) In bulleted points and pictures, haha!
Nov 7, 2o08 (Stephen’s graduation night)
he`s now an Engineer and doin a PHD and Masteral Degree and he sed he wil soon be a Engr Doctor Stephen. haha!yay.
♥ got my bus & went to town to go to Trinity College. [Hhow small can I bee :c ]
♥ Met up with Stephen, his mam & dad (his dad sed he was ringin me this time LOL)
♥ Got the lift home to Clane, his house LOL
♥ Relaxed, had some cake, and played the Little Big Planet.
♥ Got ready then went out to Flaming Wok.
♥ Then went home and relaxed again lol
for more pics:
Nov 10, 2o08 (Mum`s Bday!! )
♥ Woke up really early to get all the gifts organised in her room as me Dad was working nights.
♥ She got the Sony Erickson K800i, nothing big, just something new, she likes having new phones every now and then haha.
♥ She also got a bunch o flowers: yellow!
faloowwers!
♥ Also Bannon`s and Debenhams jewellery from Darell, Cherise and Brandon.
♥ I love you MUM picture frame from Dad
♥ 1500EUR from me and 1000EUR from Dad. & now I`m broke! L hehe.
♥ Box o chocos from Stephen
♥ Mariah Carey perfume from Kevin
♥ Went to Jimmy Chung`s Chinese Buffet for Dinner. Quite expensive but I think t`was worth it. =)
uc
Ps. I`ll be posting some pics of the proper gifts on my next blog, I promise =)
love it or hate it? tel me wha ye tink?
So, ok, I am postin tis pic hehe. what do ye think?
♦ps. comments are very much appreciated!
♦pps. Congrats ENGR. Stephen Liam Dunne. luv ya babee! xx
So it was their
7th month
anniversery
and the girl calls her boyfriend::
girl:
I love you.
- Boy:
Yeah I know everyone does!
-Girl:
Really?
- Boy:
Yeah…everyone of my friends that are
girls tell me that everyday.
- Girl:
Oh…but am I only your friend?
- Boy:
No…you’re my girlfriend…why?
- Girl:
So when I say I love you I really do
mean it.
- Boy:
Yeah I know you do mean it…its just
that you dont need to tell me that you
love me anymore cuz I know you love me
since the day we been together and i
love you more each and everyday.
- Girl:
……
- Boy:
So wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7
month anniversary?
- Girl:
Yeah…where?
- Boy:
I dont know…maybe movie then dinner?
-Girl:
Ok.
- Boy:
Ill pick you up after I get off and get
ready ok?
- Girl:
Ok. What time do you get off?
- Boy:In 2 hours and then I gotta go
home and yeah get ready which takes
about 15-20 mintues…
-Girl:
hey…I thought you didnt have work
today…
- Boy:
One of my co-workers called in sick.
- Girl:
Oh okay! So sill see you around 7:30
then?
- Boy:
Yeah! and babe?
- Girl:
Yeah?
- Boy:
I love you.
- Girl:
I love you too!
- Boy:
Ok my manager is like looking at me so
yeah…. i gotta go.
- Girl:
Ok bye.
- Boy:
Bye.
****************************
2 hours later…
The guy drives to his girlfriends house
and walks up to the door and rings
bell.
- Girl:
Hey! (gives a kiss to her boyfriend)
- Boy:
Wassup…you ready?
- Girl:
Um…wait…let me get my bag and we
can go ok?
- Boy:
Ok.
They both watched a movie and ate
dinner…once they were done eating
they headed back to the car but before
she got into the car…
- Boy:
Wait! Can I blind fold you?
- Girl:
Why??!
- Boy:
Its a suprise.
- Girl:
What kind of suprise?
- Boy:
A big one.
- Girl:
Okay but only if you promise me that
you will hold my hand while we’re
driving.
- Boy:
I promise.
- Girl:
Ok blind fold me…
So they drove off………..and then
they stopped.
- Boy:
Ok we’re here!
-Girl:
Where?
- Boy:
Wait let me walk you to the place!
- Girl:
What place?
- Boy:
Somewhere! (and gives a kiss to her on
the lips)
- Girl:
Baby!…
The boy walks her to the place.
- Boy:
Ok…let me take the blind fold off.
- Girl:
Where are we?
He takes it off her and she opens her
eyes and sees the view of the city and
at that same spot…that’s where he
first asked her to be his
girlfriend….
- Girl:
Omg…(tears come down)
- Boy:
Why are you crying?
- Girl:
This is where you first asked me out…
- Boy:
What are you doing the rest of your
life? (he asked on his knees and after
he says that…behind him…in the air
it says “Will you marry me?” in
fireworks)
- Girl:
(tears come down faster)
- Boy:
I wasnt at work when you called me…I
was planning this whole thing!
- Girl:
Get up!
- Boy:
Yeah?
- Girl:
(kisses him)
- Boy:
Is that a yes or a no?
- Girl:
Yes.
When I close my eyes…
I can see your face..
My heart calls out, wanting you with me in this special place..
I can feel your arms holding me tight..
I long to snuggle close and feel all my fears take flight..
I can see your smile..
Reminding me to be patient for just a little while..
I can feel your gentle touch..
Shivers run over my skin, I miss you so much..
I can see the love in your eyes for me..
Shining brightly where all who care to look can see..
I can feel your presence surrounding me..holding me..loving me..
And I know deep in my heart our love was meant to be..
i love you….
–Guys hate sluts even though they have sex with them!
(oh yeah..you’re not “popular” if you’ve slept with
more than 5 guys..you’re a HOE)
–”Hey, are you busy?” or “Are you doing something?” ~
two phrases guys open with to stop from stammering on
the phone.
–Guys may be flirting around all day but before they
go to sleep, they always think about the girl they
truly care about.
–Before they call, guys try to plan out a little
about what they’re gonna say so there aren’t awkward
pauses, but once he’s on the phone he forgets it all
and makes it up as he goes.
–Guys go crazy over a girl’s smile.
–Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.
–Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend
or ex love-interest. Unless they’re goin for the
let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize– – - – - – - – - – -
how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
–A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you
talk to. (tis 1 iza loada bolox haha)
–Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they’re
still loved.
–Don’t talk about your guy friends to your boyfriend. (also bolox haha)
–Guys get jealous easily.
–Guys are more emotional than they’d like people to
think.
–Giving a guy a hanging message like “You know
what?!..uh…nevermind..” would make him jump to a
conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And
he’ll assume he did something wrong and he’ll obsess
about it trying to figure it out. (sooooo tru haha)
–Guys are good flatterers when courting but they
usually stammer when they talk to a girl they really
like.
–Guys hate asking parents for money to buy girls
presents. So they come up with ideas like saving their
lunch money for a week. But it never works because
guys are always hungry so they end up asking the
parents for money anyway.
–Girls are guys’ weaknesses.
–Guys are very open about themselves.
–It’s good to test a guy first before you trust him.
But don’t let him wait too long.
–Your best friend, whom your boyfriend seeks help
from about his problems with you may end up being
admired by your boyfriend.
–If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs
someone to listen to him. You don’t need to give
advice.
**–**A usual act that proves that the guy likes you
is when he teases you.–**–
–Guys love you more than you love them if they are
serious in your relationships.
–Guys will brag about anything.
–Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls.
We rarely use beautiful. If a guy uses that, he likes
you a whole hell of a lot.
–Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl
does, even if she doesn’t notice it can make the guy
think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it
meant.
–Guys seek for advice from girls not other guys.
Because most guys think alike, so if one guy’s
confused, then we’re all confused.
–Any guy could write out a rulebook or advice book
for flirting, but no guy can write out a book about
relationships.
–Try to be as straightforward as possible.
–A guy has to experience rejection, because if he’s
too-good-never-been-busted, never been in love and hurt,
he won’t be mature and grown up.
–If the guy does something stupid in front of the
girl, he will think about it for the next couple days
or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
****No matter how much guys talk about asses and
boobs, personality is key.
–Guys learn from experience not from the romance
books that girls read and take as their basis of
experience.
****Guys worry about the thin line between being
compassionate and being whipped.
–If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he’s
probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
–When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he
really is. Guys rarely say that.
–When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he’s just
actually saying, “Please come and listen to me.”
–Guys don’t really have final decisions.
–If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It
doesn’t happen that often, so when it does, you know
something’s up.
–If your best guy friend seems to avoid you or is
never around when you’re with your boyfriend, he’s
probably jealous and likes you.
–When a guy looks at you for longer than a second,
he’s definitely thinking something.
–Guys like femininity not feebleness.
–Guys don’t like girls who punch harder than they do
–A guy has more problems than you can see with your
naked eyes.
–Don’t be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up
easily.
–Everything in moderation. Put on makeup, wear
perfume. Just not too much.
–Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about
guys.
–Guys hate rejection, but they hate being led on even
more.
–Guys really think that girls are strange and have
unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but
somehow are drawn even more to them. (tis iz PROPA tru) haha
–A guy would give his left nut to be able to read a
girl’s mind for a day. (id giv both nuts hahaha)
–No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He’s
just too stubborn to admit it.
–Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a
jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of us. (TRU)
–We don’t like girls who are too skinny. (also tru ladies haha)
–We love it when girls talk about their boobs.
–Always make sure you know what kind of stuff your
getting into before making out with a guy …like
wheather it’s a one time deal or not ….
–Believe it or not shy guys are the most easiest to
talk to..it may not seem right but trust me they will
start opening up like books after you just ask them
questions about their lives and unoticable tell them
about yours…
–When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you
sexually
–Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the
ribs..
–Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it
..it means that he really likes you or his neck really
hurts…
–Guys will test the waters to see how far they can
get with you. Even if he doesn’t intend to it will
happen. Know how far it is you want to let him go and
he will respect that…after you let him know a couple
times.
–When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to
be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with
you as much as possible.
I know most of these are true, but how bout the others? LOL!
Let me know what you think!
Okk. Okk. My bad! I prob was over-reacting! I was way ahead of time and myself. Actually it was only our 18th the last month and today is our 19th month together. =) iluvyebabe! Words are never enuf to xpress how much i love you and how much i am so lucky to have youu! cheeseballs! :p xxx
Weekend:
Saturday
Sunday
had to…..Okk I’ll shuttap & stop boring you with my weekend.But really how boring can it be? Didn’t think it wud be any worse. Oh & by the way, clock went back an hour so got an extra sleep in bed last nite. I so hate Winterr!!xD
tatters. I really love you S! xx
Welcome to my blog world. I write things that happens everyday in my life or if I find something that i can relate to =). I write what I wanna write and ya can’t stop me. It’smypage, notyours. My opinion. My rants&complains. I’m not here to impress you. Dun like it? I’d be happy to tell ya to PxSS off!
Every girl needs a man. You know, the kind that’ll treat you right. The kind that has enough respect for you & is willing to change, just to be with you. The kind that searches for you with all his heart & that can be trusted in a room full of beautiful girls. Every girl needs a man who won’t cheat on her because he knows she’s got all that he wants & needs already. He would be willing to be your friend & your lover & won’t mind calling you early in the morning just to say good morning or late at night to say good night; maybe even sing you a good morning song & tell you a bedtime story or talk to you until you fall asleep. This guy will be the kind that’ll do anything for you, even if it’s to just go to the store & buy you your favorite kind of candy. He would defend & fight for you & wouldn’t bail on you for his friends when you need him most. The kind that won’t leave you lonely & wondering; the one that calls you surprisingly, even if he’s out with his friend, to just tell you that he loves & misses you a lot. The kind that isn’t afraid to smile to his friends every time you’re around & tell them, “She’s the one”. The kind that appreciates you for the things you do for him, even if they’re little. The ones that actually thank you for the little love notes you leave him, waits for you when you’re falling behind, & opens doors for you. Every girl needs a man who will take you out on dates once in awhile & buys you flowers just because it’s a Wednesday. The kind of guy that notices your hair when you just got it cut or done beautifully for him. He would remind you that he loves you & that he’s happy to be with you, just in case you forget. The kind that just doesn’t want kisses & hugs, but to actually be loved & to love. You deserve a guy that will call you beautiful instead of hot, who kisses your forehead when you’re down, tells you to be strong & to not cry, & when you do cry, he’d cry with you when times are hard. Those kinds that will go through thick & thin with & for you. Those kinds that just loves you for who you are & not for who you aren’t; loves you because you’re his little brat & he’s your teddy bear.
My dad finally came back! Thank God! =) He got the flight back from Philli yesterday after all the gruelling trials we’ve all been through. I don’t want to go thru all of his in details but what matters to us is that he’s back!! =). So hopefully, like what he said, that all these things are the start of good things for us.
Just didn’t think this day would ever come. I passed my Driving Theory Test too, atlast!! So just have to get my provicional license and my eye test then after I can start my driving lessons. I can’t wait. Though me Dad told me, I have to wait till 6months till i can atually do the professional driving test and start driving legally. Due to Irish shiteyy law (roads and safety of the roada bollox haha), I can’t drive on my own till I have my Professional Driving License, Fuckity, Fuckity Fuckkkk!
I better stop complaining really. My life is never as bad as other people’s lives would be so basically I’m pretty lucky amn’t I? Well me and my family. As a family, we have never really encoutered that kind of “bad-to-worse”problems. I’m sure we can survive thru everything as long as we stay together thru all of it as one- Unity. So thank GOD for all that.
things with the boyfriend ifs really really good. Tho I’m too hard on him and feel bad after it. He’s sucha pussy whipped that probably why i luv him to bits. He’s sucha lil petal :p Hope and wish we better together 2eva eva, haha?
Today, I went to Kinvara to work from 8am till 2pm then to Jaws at about 2pm till 6pm. Wasn’t too bad, I mean the business of things in both the shop and the nursing home so I’m glad =)). Free non-stop ice creams and foods though but that didn’t fill me up haha? =] ahh well!
SO now, I’m watching the X Factor and waiting for the 8pm so we can collect me Mam from work. I’m knackered tho so I would probably sleep later, or ina minute haha! 
Chatters lata! xD
I had a drink with mates for a bit before work well that was last nite and that kinda made me hyper as hell when i woke up tis mornin.. But, nehu, keep the booze cumin! puhleasee! Cos that did me gud in work haha. I just hope no one in work will read this or I’m fucked upp! :lI need ALCOHOL for me to be able to function properly in work. I did a 12 hour shift today and I’m wrecked as hell. I know, I jus said I’m tired and yet I’m stil here typin up me blog haha? well ok, I’m tired but I cant sleep cos I’m way too wrecked so I just need to relax. So den yeh, I decided to go online and check me emails and now I’m writtin up me new Blog.
Ohh and apple juice and an Irish fry is the best cure for all hangover before a twelve hour shift in work, that wil kip ya goin all day and all worked up. Worked me so it’s worth a try.. xD (more…)
I am sickkk! :C yeh u heard me, sick! ahhh. me only day off and i’m sick. its not fun! and then im back to work agen tomoz. again. work again! dusn sound gud at all. i miss stephen! :C x
DEATH…
There is never an easy way to talk abou DEATHs & there is nutin easy bout DEATHs. If somebody dies, everyone close to that special someone feels distraught, bewildered, angry, frightened, confused, gulity, and sad. And that’s what im feelin rite now. Few months ago, my uncle(dad’s bro) died cos o the Big C-CANCER! All there is, was the negative feelings surroundin me & family when we heard the news. Tru the time, it has put a strain on the whole family: who’s goin wit him in the hosp, whos payin, whos doin what and such. It was hard hard nuf for me, my family & friends but I can only imagine, how hard or even worse it was for my dear uncle. He was aven probs whether he can stil work to pay all the bills, the pain he was aven and all that. Cancer didn rely hit em til he saw himself getttin weaker by the day, his skin tone/colour was already changin,-almost turnin black. him losin weight & all the signs of Cancer cept maybe for hlosin his hair. It hitted him big time when he has gotton so weak, due to all the strong tablets he was takin, that he actually cudn work no longer and was bed bound for a few days. So then, me Aunt, who is a doctor, decided to stop the meds and he got better in a natural way, I must say. The meds and chemo were too strong for his body to take in, that he actually got better, to the point that he started travellin with friends & makin the most o his life. We were all so happy bout the changes that was happenin. But few months later, June 15, 2008, he passed away. His body jus cudn take it anymore. We had to let him go Good thing is that we had the chance to see him for the last chance…..
As we wer tryna move on from wha happend, a few months later, Sept 11, 2008 to be exact, we got the biggest shock of our lives. I just woke up & me dad, who was workin nights, got woken up with the big saddd shockin news. My another aunt, from the same side o the fam(stil dad’s sis) died unexpectedly. =( I jus cudn get over it. It was only me an me da at home when we got the news. There was the biggest silence between me an me da which felt like hours o silence. I was so shocked that I actually av been askin him non sense q’s lik, is it April fools? they musta sent the wrong message, or it musta been from the wrong person. I was in so much denial to wha i jus heard, I had to check & read the mesg for lika million times. We rang back home & unfo twas actually TRUE =(…..I jus cudn understand how it all happend, why it all hapend so quick, not even a warning sign or netin… But now, we kinda had to patch tru the old memories, and:
It was like yesterday, she was beside me, takin care o me and me sibs & now she’s gone, not jus today, 2mora but forever. Its been two months & i stil aven get over it. Im stil indenial, It tink she is only at home busy workin or sumtin that why I haven seen her or even talked to her. I justcant accept it! Its been two months & there is not a night i never dreamt of thought bout her before and durin sleep. it so weird. I was nevr affected this bad with my uncles death but this time it has hit me real hard in the head cos:
We all cudn go home for her funeral cos jus wasn wise to spend aloada money for a a week o two, so i just made a letter & me dad gave it to her. But im defo regrettin that we didn see her for the last time. I hope she understands why we cudn all go home..
A eulogy for my Aunt Osie:
This is for you TITA OSIE!
And Jesus said to her, I am the resurrection and the life. He who believes in me will live, even though he dies; and whoever lives and believes in me will never die.
-Bible, John 11:25-26
Life is a journey and departure from this world is one of the paths along that journey.
At some point in time of our life, loss is something we will all have to deal with. Whether it’s a loss of a family, a very special friend… Loss to death… loss to circumstance… recently loss… or over time – it doesn’t get any worse than losing someone you really care about. Today, we had, our ever dearest Tita OSIE, a family to most of us, a very special friend, or someone we just meet in the streets every now and then.
Death would come into our lives and take the person most important to us – and the worse things is we couldn’t do anything but watch… and cry. We would never again experience the sound of our Tita Osie’s laughter… the beauty of her smile… the warmth of her embrace… to hug her and to know once again the feeling of her love… the remembrance to those who are lucky enough to have her as a special someone in their lives to appreciate what they have and communicate their love and gratitude each day.. We will all miss her, tremendously. She has always been a very good person at heart, and even if she had her share of human frailties (who among us doesn’t?), she was kind, and fun, and full of life, and loving, and talkative, and a wonderful person to count among your family- a proper ATE kumbaga. She’s always been a great figure throughout my and everyone’s childhood and adolescence in the family — I’ll always remember her for her energy to be able to do almost everything-from pag papatabas niya ng likod bahay, arranging all the furnitures in the house, gardening and a lot more, for being so fun, for being someone I could always talk to, for being such a good person, for spoiling us all the time with all her pamaskos to all her pamangkins and most especially for just being her. Really … I’ve rarely known someone as good at heart as her, and I’ll miss the love she gave me and the rest of the family. The little consolation I can find is that, at the end of her life, I was able to spend time with her again as much as I can though I wish it was longer.
There is no pain like the pain of losing someone like you. Your heart aches… your interest in the future dissipates… and life doesn’t seem to matter any more… You have been gone and words can never express the loss we all feel right now.
You were taken from us so suddenly and unexpectedly, and this hurts us in the worse way possible, it just didn’t seem fair at all that we didn’t have the options to say how much we love you and give you a loving goodbye hug. There’s not a day that goes by that your name is not on our lips and tears are falling down our faces- with our hearts all shattered into million pieces.
Now I know that Death is the greatest teacher in the world…as without it how do we appreciate life? The pain will never stop. The longing will never cease. But, our love for you goes on and so does life. And with that, my final words were spoken to her. And it was palpable what we were doing at that moment, saying our final goodbyes.
My only comfort at this time is knowing that you are with Jesus… and I thank God for taking care of you. And whether we were thoughtful enough to tell you how much you meant to us while we had the opportunity or not, it seems there is always something else we should have said.
Our loss reminded me that you never know how much time you have with someone you love … and that you should cherish that time, and make the most of it, and always, always show your love for that person, as much as possible.
Life will never ever be the same again without you…
Goodbye our dearest Tita Osie, we will surely miss you!! We love you!!
Time to Say Goodbye
By Michael Tate
You lay in my lap with your amber eyes looking up at me. We both
knew this day would come. As I run my hands through your coat,
you let out a low sigh.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
You’ve been my best friend, the one who has seen it all with me.
You’ve been there through the good and the bad. You were there
to stand with me when I felt tall, and there to comfort me when I
felt small.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
I tell you I love you and you whine a low whine. We knew it would
come and we wouldn’t know the time. Forever is an illusion we
create to avoid the pain. It’s a lie we tell ourselves to keep
ourselves sane.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
You’ve guided me through some rough times in my life. You’ve
believed in me when nobody else would. You’ve kept me sane and
out of harm’s way. You couldn’t talk words but you had lots to say.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
I guess they say that all good things must come to an end. You’ve
truly been this man’s best friend.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
You feel my pain and hurt my hurt. As I sob and cry, you look up
at me and whine with a paw on my thigh. You do know that the time
has come and your body is telling you why.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
Your heart aches. We know this isn’t for fake. They say that a
heart is a big place. I guess that makes this easier to face.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
As we sit together and face this gloom, we both know that our
hearts are going to have to make room for another. As I sob and I
cry, oh why, oh why, oh why, God why? you lay your head on my
thigh as if to say…
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
With the wagging of your tail and many a tear in my eye, I know
you’d work for me ’til the day you die. To know you and make you
feel pain would drive me insane. I always heard that you’ve got to
love somebody enough to set them free. This isn’t the first time
this pain has happened to me.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
I know you’ll be a star in your new home. It’s comforting to know
that neither of us will really ever be alone. We carry each other’s
spirit and memories into eternity. We’ll meet again someday in the
here after and there will be smiles and laughter.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
Goodbye isn’t forever; it’s a temporary thing. Knowing you’ll be
happy and not in so much pain makes my heart sings.
Don’t cry, don’t ask why, it’s time to say goodbye.
Woaaaaah! I did my 1st ever driving lessons. I had to start driving. It’s very ha
rd to rely on my Dad. Hes not very keen on giving us lifts or collectin us even when were out and about. OHH-EMM-GEE! haha. I had 2 hrs driving lessons. It was my 1st time to be even sitting in a driver seat, 1st time to be driving, 1st time to be doing tings that relates to driving LOL. Dun tink i make sense haha but nehu.. Yeh, I was freakin out, I was shakin like mad, and I was very very hyper! I’m sucha fxckin chancer. Now, what i had got meself into LOL. I was just delighted that I drove from Shankill to bray, with all the traffics cumin from all side of the roads. I was very very scared. i though I was gunna past out LOL. But atleast I survived! Yay. He sed i only need a couple of lessons & Im gud to go! (: Wooper! Its so weird that I’m actually driving! I felt as if I was completely on me tobler. I cant get over it! haha..
Then, I was off to work from 2-8pm. ZZZZ! Boring! I hate havin to stand up after the long break. Suzanne had to actually drag me ass off me chair just so Il stand up! Ahwwel!
This was long overdue. Me and Stephen celebrated our 19th month for 3 days last 26th. Its been nearly a month. haha! & i forgot to post it all along. This pics had been help up for so long in my cam as i couldn see where I last put me USB keyting. Im so useless. I lose everything! Back to what I was sayin LOL… Here’s some pics and leme bore you with. haha!
